Tag: Sex

Emotional Quagmire

There are certain things that I can not articulate after years of abuse. There are certain things that we survivors hold close to our hearts.  Including our want to have you in our hearts. We lock our needs up. We shut down.

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Sunday Funday

I woke up this morning super early. Why? I guess sleeping in on Sunday is not an option. 3 AM came and poof! Eyes wide open. I snuggle into my pillows and pull my quilt up under my chin. I

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Writers bleed

I woke up in searing pain. I had something stuck under my eyelid. As my eye slid back and forth, the thing scratched my fragile cornea. My eyes watered in hopes to remove whatever this foreign object was. My eye swelled, tears

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7 years

I have been asked by several where Chloe and I are in our life and all I can say is that it’s about the same as it has been except that fact that we are starting to stabilize and our

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Today is the DAY!

  It’s a cool sunday morning here on the west coast of Florida. The sounds of birds and nothingness fill the air. As Chloe sleeps, I listen to my meditation music to clear all of my Chakras. Bella lies along

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Spiraling Atomic Being

I entered this world colicky, kicking and screaming. I entered this world of spiraling poverty through a broken teenager and her insecurities. I entered this world red and tired. I have no idea why. I have no idea what my

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The Island hope

Time. It’s always about TIME. In a matter of one week I was interviewed 9 times and offered 5 jobs. Chloe was awarded two art camp scholarships and one art class scholarship. She was also given a scholarship to the

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A Message to YOU Old Friend….

I have become very introverted as of the last few years. I have found that less and less, I enjoy the nonsense of others. I don’t indulge or appreciate the judgments or criticism. I don’t favor those who talk about

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Ready? Set? GO!

The trees are covered in spanish moss, like lace on a gown. The summer is hot and the storms are fierce. The water here is like a cozy bath and the birds are so large I fear for Bella at

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Reason does NOT exist

Life is a wondrous journey of complicated, fucked up shit. I can’t even begin to remind you how difficult life can be. Good Lord, you know how hard life has been for me. The good news is that Life is

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